so I guess... the outro is coming. the india outro. the asia outro. the journeys outro. or probably the journeys intro actually. because that is what I feel. that this is the beginning of something so wonderful. there was never an end to it. only a beginning. a beginning to everything. a beginning to something absolutely amazing one cant miss out on. and I'm gonna be there. for sure. forever.

 

this is gonna be the last update concerning my travels. but I feel like I need something concrete to end it. a final thought. a thought more about the journey I made inside rather than outside. which is even harder to explain. but today, on my birthday I felt it again. that feeling I felt for the first time walking down the streets of Delhi with all the chaos everywhere outside my body, rather than inside my soul. and that feeling that kept coming back to me several times during the 4 months I was away. its gonna sound like the weirdest thing ever and take it as you will, but imagine walking down a street where all you see is dirt, proverty, dying animals and begging children in the most hectic and busy city life you'll ever imagine. people screaming and honking and cows walking across the street whilst almost being killed by 10 cars and tuk-tuks every 5 seconds. and all you feel is love. everything that is moving around you is living, breathing and only wishing to survive. the only thing that connect us all right here, right now, is our beating heart. and breathing lungs. and the love I felt, and feel, for the people around me, on that street, and in that cafe today is all you need. it is all you need to survive. then nothing, what so ever, will be more important. 

 

and I will never do anything that doesn't benefit my mental health ever again.

and I will do everything that comes to my mind and that I feel strongly about. 

and no one will ever tell me whats right or wrong and how or why. 

 

here's for earth. here's for people. here's for plants and animals and every living being. we are one. so love eachother and all our faults. and thank you for all the love today, you are all amazing <3